The Human Game - 101

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14/9/10
By assessing the controlling influence that 80 to 90% of my sub conscious has over me, I am starting to recognise the way this human game is meant to be played.

I used to be a victim of a mind-set that was always warning me of what terrible things could be causing this pain. In the past 6 weeks - since listening to Sonia Barrett talking on Red Ice Radio about the software program that runs us, I have started to clear away heaps of shit in an effort to get at this basic programming.Suddenly I was able to clearly hear these sad little voices that keep telling me about the dreadful things that might happen. To demonstrate this craziness: my eyes were driving me crazy because they were constantly brimming over with water and I could not see - even while driving! I had gone to my local GP who gave me the wrong drops, causing even more problems, so in fear I went to the best place I could think of - an eye and ear hospital, but here one has to sit and wait for hours. I was there from 1pm till 9pm waiting, waiting, waiting; in pain with brimming eyes and fear of going blind. Meaning that I was a complete wreck by the time they saw me….they gave me more drops and made an outpatients appointment for three weeks time….so for the next week I suffered these blurred eyes, getting more and more concerned but not yet able to really understand what I was doing to myself. So a week ago I went to Emergency at my local hospital. Within a short time a kind and gentle doctor examined my eyes carefully asking all the right questions and actually listening to what I had to say (amazing) and after awhile he just looked at me and said quietly. “I can see nothing wrong with your eyes so I am sorry I can’t help you.” I was staggered. I mopped up my running eyes and asked for something that would stop it but he just said “I can’t give you anything because I can’t see anything wrong.”

So I left crying, (more tears) wondering what the hell I was going to do, but by the next morning my eyes had stopped running. All day I waited for it all to start up again, and this is when I first heard myself…heard the warnings, and the doubt, and the expectation that it would all start up again soon. All these voices were telling me to expect the worst, to be prepared, to be ready.

So I began writing in my diary, and as I wrote saw how fragmented I was, and how this inner voice - the sub conscious programming - was a form of protection that has been happening to me since I was a tiny child; always warning me; always expecting the worse; always keeping me in fear so I would be ready to act to save myself.

Sems that wonderful doctor had the authority to shut my sub conscious (voices) down. His authority released my poor body from having to obey what the sub conscious was telling it to do - to keep the eyes running in case I had a brain tumour or something.(My Dad died of a brain tumour so you can see why the voices would be so agitated about the eyes.)

The power laying in our sub conscious mind is overwhelming. It has 80% to 90% control over our waking lives.

Anyway I am now so aware of these various warnings and suggestions that I almost laugh when I hear them!.
Then I read Lester Levenson’s story! Wow! Has that made an impact. I guess because I am now in discovery mode, I am laying open so much stuff!…… seeing the extent of this core programming that we all have to deal with.

Within us is this formula - the Newtonian clock-work universe. I see it as a Morphic Field that has gained so much strength over the centuries which means the Morphic Field laying out the science for a quantum universe will probably take some time before it can replace Newton’s mechanical universe model. Meanwhile we all have this mechanical model programmed into our core software and we will have to do something about it if we are going to move past this rigid contrivance that we have been taught to live within. That’s what my being able to hear these sub conscious voices has done for me. I have over-ridden so much ’stuff’. It’s my understanding that this is what Lester did. he went through his life and replaced all the pain with love.

For the past month I have been humming along, writing stuff, discovering more stuff, and really coming to terms with the various parts of myself that have been sabotaging my life, then the night before last I came to a full stop because I didn’t know what my next move was going to be. At the same time I knew that although I am now in touch with the way I operate, I still am fragmented and if I turn away from what I have found now - if I give up because it is so confusing, or too hard, or maybe it’s unreal and I’m crazy - all stuff my subconscious is feeding me, the same old existence will reinstate itself and nothing will have changed. But the trouble was, I was not sure what to do next. I had laid bare these controlling sub conscious fragments, but how to deal with them so they would cease to dictate my life. I started to worry, and felt the first shimmering of depression starting up. How could I have come so far, yet not have a solution?

After a few hours of this agitated mental ping-pong, where my mind was trying to solve the problem, I went back to Lester’s writing, and immediate ’saw” that he had used Love. Straight away I knew if I could send love to all these fragmented parts of myself they would merge into a unified Whole.

So that’s what I am doing, and yesterday as I listened to a classical concert - a wonderful pianist playing Beethoven, not only did I have a fleeting feeling that I was unified with the pianist - that we were one, but I felt the wonder and the brilliant power of Beethoven; felt it for the first time even though I have admired and loved his music all my life. Suddenly I ‘felt’ him. Words can’t explain, but for a few seconds I knew that we were all one, that I was part of him - part of such brilliance….and the words that I have heard so often lately - that we are magnificent beings - came to mind. We are magnificent and we are all One. Trouble is it was only momentary. I think I have to love myself much more before any miracle occurs.

Which that brings me to my next point. In the past when I have heard that one must love oneself I thought it was sort of an mind thing - but its not. It is an actual physical thing. Love comes from the heart, but it is an energy. A live, actual energy, and we are able to grasp this energy with our imagination and send it to parts of ourselves. That’s what loving oneself is all about. It’s not an ego thing, it’s a practical use of a healing energy that we can all use at any time.

I think it is helpful to be physically alone to do this work, but we are not alone - how can we be, when we are all part of the same wholeness? I haven’t really been in touch with any angels or guides, but I know some people use them. I am very aware of my higher self - and who knows, these intelligences all might be part of the one over-arching help system? I really do not know how the Universe works - I just know we are not alone, and as we come into this 3dimension world of separation, in our initial subconscious (or software) the idea of separation is a key part of the program. It has to be if we are going to learn anything during in this life. I also think that factored into this initial software the actual PLAN that we devised before we arrived here, is also programmed in, and can be accessed. Indeed we can access most of this basic software, I don’t think there is any need to shift it. Loving it is the solution. I think the loving is the ‘control/alt/delete key’ that removes the blockages and allows us to experience what Lester experienced. Unity with the Whole and a recognition that we are all part of the Source. So designed into our basic software are three vital operating programs: 1. The Plan; 2. The Separation ; 3. The Limitation. All this stuff is built - possibly before we are born - then we get to add all those experiences we live through during our first years on the planet - usually with people we are meant to interact with, so you know there are going to be more trials and difficulties plugged into our programming. Once we reach puberty and for the rest of our existence in this dense limiting environment most of us try to deal with this subconscious driver in order to take back control and override the initial program. That’s the game!

Posted by Lyn on September 14th, 2010 :: Filed under all pervading intelligence
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Transformation Trigger

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Like so many others, I have been absorbing massive amounts of data alluding to how compassion changes the electromagnetic field of the heart; how appreciation opens doorways to change; how intention alters one’s vibrational field, and although I have received deep insights into how I function, I have yet to report any lasting change to my personality or to my situation. Nevertheless I am absolutely sure we can consciously bring about change.

The various scientific disciplines have established that we:

  • Constantly create our reality 
  • Matter has awareness.
  • We live within a field of information
  • Memory resides within this field that surrounds us.
  • At a quantum level the physical body is made up of light and information.    
  • Each thought causes an electrical current in the brain releasing chemicals that mirror and respond to the feeling/s driving that thought.
  • 95% of the time our brain activity is the end product of our beliefs, habits and automatic programs - looping continuously in our subconscious.
  • The infinite nature of fractal geometry is a clue to the nature of reality.
  • Frequency (sound) creates matter in the form of sacred geometric patterns. The higher the frequency the more complex the pattern.
  • This life we lead here on Earth is secondary to  our existence within the interdimensional realm of Consciousness.
  • And this piece of the puzzle comes from my own experience of The All Pervading Intelligence. We are surrounded by an intelligent awareness that some are calling zero point field. This is the intelligence that we exist inside and that vibrates within us.

 At the cutting edge of science all this information is now available to anyone who wants to use it, and it’s ironic that over the last fifty years western science has reached conclusions which are almost identical to the knowledge found in the ancient philosophies of the East. The fact that these two views of reality are beginning to overlap is like a sacred key fitting into a lost keyhole; this is a pivotal moment in human existence. It seems this overlaying of knowledge from two completely different cultures is like a celestial gong summoning us to prepare for the next momentous development in human evolution on earth. With such a melding of knowledge it is clear that our understanding of who we are and how we fit into this 3rd dimensional world is beginning to lift to a new level. Many people now realise that our existence here on this planet is only part of our story - the main theme of each of life is to be found outside this 3rd dimensional vibration, existing within pure consciousness. It would seem that our life here on Earth is like a kindergarten where we learn, grow and expand. The so called Afterlife, is where we really live.

 But going back to my original statement about receiving insights that are of themselves thought provoking but not life changing, I have to admit that six months ago I was claiming that because our beliefs create our reality, who we believe we are will determine the life we live, and as soon as we experience ourselves in a new way, we create new beliefs and our lives will change. 

Great theory….but I was way off!

Maybe some people actually do bring about change as they reprogram their belief patterns, but personally I have experienced only snippits of perminent change. I admit that my periods of depression are much shorter now and I do seem to have a modicum of control, but while the state lasts my depth of despair is still overwhelming. Financially nothing has improved and physically I am still dealing with pain. Nevertheless I ‘feel’ at a gut level that miracles are really not miracles they are part of the human experience and can be had by all of us once we fit the miracle key into the miracle lock.

 To that end let me quote from Bruce Lipton’s writing:

 While almost all attention has been placed on the psychiatric characteristics of persons affected with multiple personalities, there are also some surprising physiological consequences that accompany ego change. Each of the alternate personalities has a unique electroencephalogram (EEG) profile, which is a biomarker equivalent to a neurological fingerprint. Simply put, each individual persona comes with its own unique brain programming. Incredible as that may seem, many persons with multiple personalities change eye color in the short interval it takes to transition from one ego to the next. Some have scars in one personality that inexplicably disappear as another personality emerges. Many exhibit allergies and sensitivities in one personality but not in another. (unquote)

 I suspect some of the answers to the riddle of ‘miracles’ are hidden in the processes that cause these instant transformations in perople suffering from multiple persoanlities.

Another clue comes from the way science has reported that a cloud of electrons - being everywhere at once around the nucleolus -when observed, collapsed into a normal, solid set of electrons revolving around the nucleolus. In other words the very act of observing created what science accepts as the normal, established view how elctrons behave. Is this a powerful act of the mind collapsed the wave of possibility? Krishnamurti always said that the observor is the observed, and now wer are getting very close to proving his axiom. If at the deepest level of the quantum world, matter is nothing more than clouds of electrons dotted amid an eternity of empty space, and we can affect this movement of matter then our programmed mind is a very powerful tool. But did the mental act of a scientific observation really cause the electron cloud to collapse into the pattern that Science expected, or is there another explaination? Did this electron cloud simply continue, untouched, unmoved, unimpeded by human observation? If this is so then immediately we have to consider the existence of two realities…..but remember, that is exactly where my questions are leading. Science itself  has announced that we create our own reality and because I believe miracles occur within this murky no-mans-land of proably realities, I feel this is an area of our world that needs to be examined without bias.

Somehow we need to reach inside and make contact with some part of ourselves that will firm up new beliefs so they bring about such transformations. But what is this mystical trigger? And which division of ‘me’ is the section of the persona that needs to be engaged?

Maybe my question is wrong? Maybe I should not be dividing myself into sections, maybe I should be asking about the trigger itself. Could this trigger be the imagry our imagination / visualisation creates. If we coupled this imagry with a state of mind that surpasses belief could we bring about transformation? And what about frquency? We know it can alter the structure of matter, so how do we induce such an internal alteration in our frequency? 

 So many unusual and amazing transformations have come about when a person experiences some type of life threatening trauma. Accidents can cause time to slow down for some people, life threatening incidents can cause an OBE (out of the body experienece) or near death experiences for others.  Horrific childhood traumas can cause new personalities to emerge within the one entity because this type  of anguish triggers a mechanism that creates a new personality to in order to protect or ‘save’ the core awareness living within the persona. Do these powerful (and often swift) altered states of mind influence our frequency in some way?

It is at this level of consciousness that I feel the answers to these so-called miracles lie, so I have been trying to interact with a deeper part of myself at this point of awareness….maybe visualise is a better description. It is at this interface - where the reality we create meets the waves and particles of the surrounding energy field - that some type of contact is made. So far I have not had much success and even as I write these words I know how clumsy my description seems. There is nothing in our language to describe the dancing, vibrating energy at this interface. I have been to this ‘edge’ many times. Its not a barrier, even though it is a crossover point, but a type of meshwork of thousands of pinpricks of light that weave a different pattern to the hard framework we believe is normal reality. It is here at this point that I always stop, dangling in the nebulous darkness of my own uncertainty, waiting for some type of energy - a change in vibration - to sweep me into another awareness. I am sure that it is my programmed fear that is preventing this interchange of energy, for although I know intellectually I am nothing more than light waves, information and particles, the programmed ‘me’ wants to remain in the seemingly solid reality of matter that I feel is  ‘normal’and therefore safe.

Lets examine this phenomena from another viewpoint. I’ll quote again, this time from the introduction to Richard Barlett’s book ‘The Physics of Miracles’.

            Quote:   When we change our consciousness around what is possible, rather than being limited by a reality construct dominated by what isn’t possible, we discover that we are actually able to employ quantum energies and principles in our day to day lives in unexpected, and fun - and miraculous - ways.    Unquote.

 So when I say I move my conscious awareness to the interfacing membrane of my physical awareness, at the boundary of my skin so to speak then begin to perceive something quite foreign to my everyday expectation, I feel this might be the point where anybody can begin to make contact with a much wider reality. During my life I have actually had these experiences but they have happened spontaneously. Now I am trying to find a method that can be used deliberately; that causes permanent changes to one’s reality.

Using hallucinogenics - even alcohol to some extent - can alter neural pathways in the brain but I am talking about something quite different, I am talking about introducing an element of human ability that is available to all of us, if we can just grasp how we function and what is actually available to be used. Human consciousness is far more expansive and rewarding than we have been taught. It is here, at this cutting edge of mankind’s awareness that we can begin to enhance our perception of what it is to be alive.

 Biologists such as Bruce Lipton and Rupert Sheldrake are investigating the mysteries of physicality. The findings of both men are well worth exploring because they are unlocking seemingly impenetrable ideas that sit within the formless suppositions of the quantum world.

Sheldrake has presented us with the concept of the morphic field, and it is very easy to ‘see’ groups of ideas, philosophies, various laws, popular ideologies, cultural habits of both our present day world and past civilisation as separate morphic fields. It would seem that when a new fad, ideology or craze takes on, a morphic field of mass consciousness develops. It’s obvious that such a new idea must reach a critical point before the power of the masses creates this new morphic field. So it would seem that Sheldrake’s morphic field concept enables us to begin to grasp why a certain collection of thoughts can dominate a culture and also why other very popular fashions die away as people abandon the idea - usually for something new. By using the concept of a morphic field we can begin to interact in a concrete way with what were once know as thought-forms, and which we can now accept as energy fields of concentrated information.  It is now excepted in some scientific quarters that matter has intelligent awareness, that each of us, as entities, are made up of bandwidths of vibration or frequencies, that our physicality consists of a mind overloaded with programmed beliefs, habits, attitudes and reactions and that since birth (even before) we have been creating these programs - perhaps in the form of our own personal morphic field.  Bruce Lipton suggests that our physical body is a device that we use to sense the world, so it follows that we - as entities - do not exist in our bodies. Eastern doctrine has known this for thousands of years. Our mind exists outside the normal field of matter, in the sphere of Consciousness. Contact with such universal information is always available.

Which brings me back to my experience at the skin of my material world, where my programmed perceptions interface with the flowing cloud of quantum flux. At this chaotic interchange I have begun to feel around for a morphic field that will support the suggestion that there is a way to harness our mental energy to create transformation. How does one take the rational mind out of the equation? How does one prevent the power of the mind from collapsing the wave of possibility? I think I am finding it difficult because of how rigid my programmed belief system is; still I already accept that somewhere in the structure of our identity, miracles can become normal events. Of this I am certain. I also know that a new concept can over-ride any accepted, normal beliefs. This is where a fluid, creative mind can reach in an change reality! My conceptual mind knows this but as yet I have not been able to climb out onto the limb of faith and allow it to happen- not yet. When I do, it will be reported here immediately. If you have any answers please get in touch.

Posted by Lyn on April 10th, 2010 :: Filed under consciousness research
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