trying to work it out

Mid June 2010

 

 

 

For 30 years I have been trying to move through the seemingly invisible veil  separating me from where I belong. This NEED has manifest as a type of research, so over the last thirty years I have read thousands of books, have checked out internet sites and UTube reports, and have had my own quite profound very realexperiences. Subjects such as life after death; out of body experiences;  instant and miraculous cures; psychic abilities; meditative practices; communication with animals; off planet contact, have shown me that realities beyond this so-called ‘normal’ world exist. 

      

My struggle to understand these other-worldly processes has forced me to accept that we are limited by the very structure of our day to day reality. Our awareness has been squashed into a tiny unit in order to function in this restricted programmed world. This means the act of change, healing, and transmutation needs to be scrutinized differently. We can’t simply observe our normality and conclude that this is the only way to live life. We aconstantly reflecting back on what others have set in place, which of course is the result of our childhood learning program. So this then is the illusion of reality that we are a part of. The frightening fact is that there are millions of these constructs and we move through them - through time - in the same way as a the frames of a film move through a projector, yet we have no idea of the illusion!

   

Trying to use our squashed, limited understanding to recogniseo amazing worlds beyond the veil is almost impossible because our porogrammed minds simply cannot compute what is beyond the limits of its data base. To accept and grasp the fullness of these events is only possible if we allow ourselves to expand beyond the barriers of left brain logic and open up to possibilities that we have been told are impossible  because they cannot be logically explained. The exciting knowledge that as people break free and begin to use another form of awareness - intuition - there are amazing events constantly taking place in all walks of life, over all parts of the planet.

 

For example take this quote, pulled from Bruce Lipton’s writing about people who have been labeled multiple personalities: Quote: While almost all attention has been placed on the psychiatric characteristics of persons affected with multiple personalities, there are also some surprising physiological consequences that accompany ego change. Each of the alternate personalities has a unique electroencephalogram (EEG) profile, which is a biomarker equivalent to a neurological fingerprint. Simply put, each individual persona comes with its own unique brain programming. Incredible as that may seem, many persons with multiple personalities change eye color in the short interval it takes to transition from one ego to the next. Some have scars in one personality that inexplicably disappear as another personality emerges. Many exhibit allergies and sensitivities in one personality but not in another…..unquote:

 

This phenomenon demonstrates how we have some type of protective ‘other’ which some have called a healing savant which occationally cuts in to prevent a psychological death. The horrific trauma inflicted on a child by a monsterous adult during the formation of its ego/personality can trigger the physical transformations Bruce Lipton mentioned. Just because this phenomena cannot be explained by science does not mean that there is not a process taking place that might seem quite acceptable if these scientific robots could allow their minds to acknowledge that somethingbeyond their text books is happening. It certainly shows that the human psyche possesses amazing faculties. It also shows the fluid nature of consciousness; how it is able to move past the gateway of our rigid perceptions when the fear is great enough. It is during this timeof terror that often other aspects of consciousness enter to support and protect these tortured children.

As fear builds beyond endurance it can break down the resistance caused by our programmed egos allowing new forms of life to enter. My own experiences (recorded elsewhere in this site) demonstrate how contact with so-called miraculous entities and events was greatest when I was overwhelmed by fear. There are millions of reports of such miraculous happenings taking place as accidents are about to occur. It has also been reported that when physical stress is so great, the person under threat seems to be able to slow time. Does our rational, scientific model explain how time alters or frequencies change during stress? How the ego gets pushed aside under extreme duress? Or even how our perception of reality seems affected when facing annihilation? No! Mainstream society gives no explanation, indeed conventional understanding as displayed in newspapers, magazines, or television, refuses to examine such phenomenon. Again and again when it becomes the reality of a traumatized participant it is no spoken about publically. Indeed many people are too afraid to speak about their experiences in case they are considered crazy. Such is the power of our programming.

We really do need to become aware of our limitations.

 

So what about the vibrational frequency range of physical matter? Is this what we are examining? From the time we arrive on this planet we are molded by a set of frequencies. Ancient wisdom from tribes all over the world have always known that the power of our conscious attention can alter these vibrations. Right now western knowledge is catching up, injecting a little science into the equation. Many people are beginning to understand how our moods and our feelings can alter our vibrations. New understanding is exploding into Consciousness allowing us to ’see’ that matter is not solid, that it can be changed by the vibration of thought. Some of the guidance now coming onto the planet is alerting us the fact that whatever we are giving our attention to becomes a vibration on another level of consciousness. That this manifestation cannot become real for us until we have been able to change our attitude, condition or situation allowing the new vibration to create the change we desire.  A few emerging leaders of this new understanding speak of the multi-planes or dimensions in which we exist. They explain that our consciousness does not go anywhere when we endure a traumatic experience - even death. It simply switches its vibration to a new set of frequencies. This is what happens at the moment of death… seems we don’t disappear into the heavens above, we simply occupy the same space but exist on a different frequency range.

Although there has already been much written about continuing contact with loved ones after death, I feel I do need to focus attention on an important book: “Induced After Death Communication” by Allan Botkin & Craig Hogan. These doctors speak about how they used the process ‘EMDR’ - which is eye movements similar to REM sleep – to help induce contact with those who have moved on from this reality. Reading this book and also listening to a Coast to Coast radio broadcast on UTube with Craig Hogan, helped me understand how incarnation on this planet is simply one experience within the framework of Consciousness. In this ‘little’ life, we live, love, learn and grow but it would seem from the detailed personal experiences of many patients what we call the Afterlife is actually another form of existence – even more real, they say, than the one we are experiencing right now.  Seems this third dimension is like a kindergarten, we are learning how to come alive and merge with Source energy.

Such a realisation can change one’s total outlook on life. No longer need we be in awe of those who can communicate with the other side. According to people who have used EMDR seems that we all have this skill, especially when we realise that our mind is part of the Collective Consciousness. This field of awareness exists simultaneously here and in many other places beyond the reach of physical time. We need to let go of what we understand as solid reality. It is only one aspect of our creation.

Other knowledge is alerting us to the cosmic energies now flooding this dimension. It means our change, our ability to let go of old constructs, our understanding of human vibration and transformation is being aided by a powerful stimuli. These new frequencies are flooding mankind’s consciousness, helping to increase our frequency range, aiding the collective mind and giving many of us a clearer understanding of where we fit in the scheme of things.

This then is the type of alteration that will help us transform our energy levels. It may even alter the physical electro/chemical structure.  Up until now the external power structure driving society, plus the individual restraint the programmed ego has on our earth-centred physicality, has played a big part in confining us to a reality we believe is natural. It has been this way for centuries. No change has been allowed to interrupt normality, meaning what is programmed into our culture is very solid. But in the near future the collective consciousness of mankind will stir.  The powerful resistance to change, created by those who are stuck in their programming will  be equalled by the acceptance of change felt by others who are allowing new energies to flood their consciousness. Such an evolutionary struggle is standard in this reality, has been happening for millions of years, but this time we are consciously aware and are playing a key role in our own evolution of consciousness.

This is our time! Unconditional love, integrity, self awareness, and community are the key elements to this present evolution of consciousness. The squashed down, limited awareness of our old behaviours are being re-wired by waves of incoming cosmic energies. Right now the culture that will eventually transform humanity is in its infancy, but as Ian Xel Lungold said, the coming resistance will create enough heat to cause a meltdown of society. His advice is not to be a part of this ugly struggle. To stay back and just allow the new to evolve – as it must. 

The present oil spill in the Gulf of Mexico is a forerunner to the changes about to occur. This terrible event heralds the need to approach our life on this planet in a new way. The old power structures are being dismantled, the suffering is great, but like all birth pangs, the agony will soon pass as new life comes into being. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


Posted by Lyn on June 30th, 2010 :: Filed under consciousness research
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Transformation Trigger

 

Like so many others, I have been absorbing massive amounts of data alluding to how compassion changes the electromagnetic field of the heart; how appreciation opens doorways to change; how intention alters one’s vibrational field, and although I have received deep insights into how I function, I have yet to report any lasting change to my personality or to my situation. Nevertheless I am absolutely sure we can consciously bring about change.

The various scientific disciplines have established that we:

  • Constantly create our reality 
  • Matter has awareness.
  • We live within a field of information
  • Memory resides within this field that surrounds us.
  • At a quantum level the physical body is made up of light and information.    
  • Each thought causes an electrical current in the brain releasing chemicals that mirror and respond to the feeling/s driving that thought.
  • 95% of the time our brain activity is the end product of our beliefs, habits and automatic programs - looping continuously in our subconscious.
  • The infinite nature of fractal geometry is a clue to the nature of reality.
  • Frequency (sound) creates matter in the form of sacred geometric patterns. The higher the frequency the more complex the pattern.
  • This life we lead here on Earth is secondary to  our existence within the interdimensional realm of Consciousness.
  • And this piece of the puzzle comes from my own experience of The All Pervading Intelligence. We are surrounded by an intelligent awareness that some are calling zero point field. This is the intelligence that we exist inside and that vibrates within us.

 At the cutting edge of science all this information is now available to anyone who wants to use it, and it’s ironic that over the last fifty years western science has reached conclusions which are almost identical to the knowledge found in the ancient philosophies of the East. The fact that these two views of reality are beginning to overlap is like a sacred key fitting into a lost keyhole; this is a pivotal moment in human existence. It seems this overlaying of knowledge from two completely different cultures is like a celestial gong summoning us to prepare for the next momentous development in human evolution on earth. With such a melding of knowledge it is clear that our understanding of who we are and how we fit into this 3rd dimensional world is beginning to lift to a new level. Many people now realise that our existence here on this planet is only part of our story - the main theme of each of life is to be found outside this 3rd dimensional vibration, existing within pure consciousness. It would seem that our life here on Earth is like a kindergarten where we learn, grow and expand. The so called Afterlife, is where we really live.

 But going back to my original statement about receiving insights that are of themselves thought provoking but not life changing, I have to admit that six months ago I was claiming that because our beliefs create our reality, who we believe we are will determine the life we live, and as soon as we experience ourselves in a new way, we create new beliefs and our lives will change. 

Great theory….but I was way off!

Maybe some people actually do bring about change as they reprogram their belief patterns, but personally I have experienced only snippits of perminent change. I admit that my periods of depression are much shorter now and I do seem to have a modicum of control, but while the state lasts my depth of despair is still overwhelming. Financially nothing has improved and physically I am still dealing with pain. Nevertheless I ‘feel’ at a gut level that miracles are really not miracles they are part of the human experience and can be had by all of us once we fit the miracle key into the miracle lock.

 To that end let me quote from Bruce Lipton’s writing:

 While almost all attention has been placed on the psychiatric characteristics of persons affected with multiple personalities, there are also some surprising physiological consequences that accompany ego change. Each of the alternate personalities has a unique electroencephalogram (EEG) profile, which is a biomarker equivalent to a neurological fingerprint. Simply put, each individual persona comes with its own unique brain programming. Incredible as that may seem, many persons with multiple personalities change eye color in the short interval it takes to transition from one ego to the next. Some have scars in one personality that inexplicably disappear as another personality emerges. Many exhibit allergies and sensitivities in one personality but not in another. (unquote)

 I suspect some of the answers to the riddle of ‘miracles’ are hidden in the processes that cause these instant transformations in perople suffering from multiple persoanlities.

Another clue comes from the way science has reported that a cloud of electrons - being everywhere at once around the nucleolus -when observed, collapsed into a normal, solid set of electrons revolving around the nucleolus. In other words the very act of observing created what science accepts as the normal, established view how elctrons behave. Is this a powerful act of the mind collapsed the wave of possibility? Krishnamurti always said that the observor is the observed, and now wer are getting very close to proving his axiom. If at the deepest level of the quantum world, matter is nothing more than clouds of electrons dotted amid an eternity of empty space, and we can affect this movement of matter then our programmed mind is a very powerful tool. But did the mental act of a scientific observation really cause the electron cloud to collapse into the pattern that Science expected, or is there another explaination? Did this electron cloud simply continue, untouched, unmoved, unimpeded by human observation? If this is so then immediately we have to consider the existence of two realities…..but remember, that is exactly where my questions are leading. Science itself  has announced that we create our own reality and because I believe miracles occur within this murky no-mans-land of proably realities, I feel this is an area of our world that needs to be examined without bias.

Somehow we need to reach inside and make contact with some part of ourselves that will firm up new beliefs so they bring about such transformations. But what is this mystical trigger? And which division of ‘me’ is the section of the persona that needs to be engaged?

Maybe my question is wrong? Maybe I should not be dividing myself into sections, maybe I should be asking about the trigger itself. Could this trigger be the imagry our imagination / visualisation creates. If we coupled this imagry with a state of mind that surpasses belief could we bring about transformation? And what about frquency? We know it can alter the structure of matter, so how do we induce such an internal alteration in our frequency? 

 So many unusual and amazing transformations have come about when a person experiences some type of life threatening trauma. Accidents can cause time to slow down for some people, life threatening incidents can cause an OBE (out of the body experienece) or near death experiences for others.  Horrific childhood traumas can cause new personalities to emerge within the one entity because this type  of anguish triggers a mechanism that creates a new personality to in order to protect or ‘save’ the core awareness living within the persona. Do these powerful (and often swift) altered states of mind influence our frequency in some way?

It is at this level of consciousness that I feel the answers to these so-called miracles lie, so I have been trying to interact with a deeper part of myself at this point of awareness….maybe visualise is a better description. It is at this interface - where the reality we create meets the waves and particles of the surrounding energy field - that some type of contact is made. So far I have not had much success and even as I write these words I know how clumsy my description seems. There is nothing in our language to describe the dancing, vibrating energy at this interface. I have been to this ‘edge’ many times. Its not a barrier, even though it is a crossover point, but a type of meshwork of thousands of pinpricks of light that weave a different pattern to the hard framework we believe is normal reality. It is here at this point that I always stop, dangling in the nebulous darkness of my own uncertainty, waiting for some type of energy - a change in vibration - to sweep me into another awareness. I am sure that it is my programmed fear that is preventing this interchange of energy, for although I know intellectually I am nothing more than light waves, information and particles, the programmed ‘me’ wants to remain in the seemingly solid reality of matter that I feel is  ‘normal’and therefore safe.

Lets examine this phenomena from another viewpoint. I’ll quote again, this time from the introduction to Richard Barlett’s book ‘The Physics of Miracles’.

            Quote:   When we change our consciousness around what is possible, rather than being limited by a reality construct dominated by what isn’t possible, we discover that we are actually able to employ quantum energies and principles in our day to day lives in unexpected, and fun - and miraculous - ways.    Unquote.

 So when I say I move my conscious awareness to the interfacing membrane of my physical awareness, at the boundary of my skin so to speak then begin to perceive something quite foreign to my everyday expectation, I feel this might be the point where anybody can begin to make contact with a much wider reality. During my life I have actually had these experiences but they have happened spontaneously. Now I am trying to find a method that can be used deliberately; that causes permanent changes to one’s reality.

Using hallucinogenics - even alcohol to some extent - can alter neural pathways in the brain but I am talking about something quite different, I am talking about introducing an element of human ability that is available to all of us, if we can just grasp how we function and what is actually available to be used. Human consciousness is far more expansive and rewarding than we have been taught. It is here, at this cutting edge of mankind’s awareness that we can begin to enhance our perception of what it is to be alive.

 Biologists such as Bruce Lipton and Rupert Sheldrake are investigating the mysteries of physicality. The findings of both men are well worth exploring because they are unlocking seemingly impenetrable ideas that sit within the formless suppositions of the quantum world.

Sheldrake has presented us with the concept of the morphic field, and it is very easy to ‘see’ groups of ideas, philosophies, various laws, popular ideologies, cultural habits of both our present day world and past civilisation as separate morphic fields. It would seem that when a new fad, ideology or craze takes on, a morphic field of mass consciousness develops. It’s obvious that such a new idea must reach a critical point before the power of the masses creates this new morphic field. So it would seem that Sheldrake’s morphic field concept enables us to begin to grasp why a certain collection of thoughts can dominate a culture and also why other very popular fashions die away as people abandon the idea - usually for something new. By using the concept of a morphic field we can begin to interact in a concrete way with what were once know as thought-forms, and which we can now accept as energy fields of concentrated information.  It is now excepted in some scientific quarters that matter has intelligent awareness, that each of us, as entities, are made up of bandwidths of vibration or frequencies, that our physicality consists of a mind overloaded with programmed beliefs, habits, attitudes and reactions and that since birth (even before) we have been creating these programs - perhaps in the form of our own personal morphic field.  Bruce Lipton suggests that our physical body is a device that we use to sense the world, so it follows that we - as entities - do not exist in our bodies. Eastern doctrine has known this for thousands of years. Our mind exists outside the normal field of matter, in the sphere of Consciousness. Contact with such universal information is always available.

Which brings me back to my experience at the skin of my material world, where my programmed perceptions interface with the flowing cloud of quantum flux. At this chaotic interchange I have begun to feel around for a morphic field that will support the suggestion that there is a way to harness our mental energy to create transformation. How does one take the rational mind out of the equation? How does one prevent the power of the mind from collapsing the wave of possibility? I think I am finding it difficult because of how rigid my programmed belief system is; still I already accept that somewhere in the structure of our identity, miracles can become normal events. Of this I am certain. I also know that a new concept can over-ride any accepted, normal beliefs. This is where a fluid, creative mind can reach in an change reality! My conceptual mind knows this but as yet I have not been able to climb out onto the limb of faith and allow it to happen- not yet. When I do, it will be reported here immediately. If you have any answers please get in touch.


Posted by Lyn on April 10th, 2010 :: Filed under Creative Writing, consciousness research
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