Lyn Willmott - April 2012

The most important aspect to waking up is a full understanding of the nature of reality! This was what I was pondering when I looked up and saw’ that the bird moving through the sky was mostly space moving through space! Just collection of feathers and bones assembled into the shape of a bird!
Maybe I should explain: Dusk was creeping into the small shelter where I sat dreamily listening to the night sounds. As I heard the birds settling I was able to pitch my attention towards what I have always felt to be a ‘Cosmic Intelligence’ but for first time I fully understood that this intelligence WAS the darkness! It WAS the energetic vitality inside the birds! It WAS both outside an inside me! As I felt the enormity of this Intelligence I seemed to slip sideways, so for a moment I was able to perceive that there was a cosmic intelligence inside the bird as it flew through the cosmic intelligence of the air. Its physicality was simply part of the vibrating field of cosmic energy. The bird was like a flutter of shadows, flickering through this field The sheet of descending darkness was holding the shadow play of a bird in flight, but this too was infinite space.
As this phenomena plunged into my deepest understanding I became aware that what we understand as physical existence is illusionary. In this illuminated instant I completely understood the dream that we are all dreaming. Science tells us reality is ninety nine percent space with a scattering of atoms forming matter; forming you, forming me, forming the trees, the night sky, the birds in flight – everything. It’s where we live - inside a dream.
To know this all we have to do is wake up!
So, is our real home infinity? In this 3rd dimension do we exist as cosmic entities attached to a programmed physical form? Are our minds similar to computers programmed with the software of this reality, constantly being upgraded and re-written via our DNA? We appear to move through the events that make up our lives, but we are not our bodies! This message has been reinforced by nearly every wise-man, shaman, or guru who has ever lived. We are not our bodies! Now it seems, science is joining in the chorus, suggesting this world we live in could be a hologram. Though some people may have an intuitive smattering of how it all works ( occasionally this seems to flit across the screen of my own understanding) it’s doubtful that we will ever be able to fully understand - yet it feels to be brimming over with potential. Exciting to contemplate but quite beyond the reasoning capacity of the rational left brain. This cosmic potential must be ‘felt’ not ‘thunk’.
So in reality we are infinite!
For me most of these ideas have been based on scientific theory, so to actually know that in this reality we are shadowy reflections within the field of cosmic intelligence was - and still is – profound! Even if I can only hold such awareness for a few seconds…for that miraculous instant I am released from the bonds of my rigid, left brain rationale.
This brings me to the amazing life of Dr Jill Bolte Taylor. You can view her TED lecture on the internet, and what she has to share is so important I urge all of you to either watch the video or buy her book. A blood clot in the left hemisphere of her brain burst some time during in the night, so that when she awoke in the morning she was in acute pain. What this young brain-scientist suffered was terrible, yet at the same time it was amazing, for as the clot grew she found herself crossing from one cerebral cortex to the other, living momentarily in the practical, logical left brain – which she calls a serial processor – the part of the program that shapes us as rational beings, separate from each other; then as the blood moved her awareness would switch to the right brain, where she found that everything exists in the now; alive in a magnificent silence where there is no mind chatter; where as energy beings we find everything is connected. She calls this right brain experience Nirvana, and it seems to me while in this state she was able to understand who we really are. She stood at the doorway to the Cosmos – where we belong. Dr Jill Bolte Taylor’s fight to get help took hours for she kept shifting from the practical left brain which constantly demands action, to the floating spaciousness of the right brain. Although she does not say we are cosmic entities having a three dimensional experience, she is able to assure us that we are energy beings, insisting that it would be beneficial to switch to the calm silence of the right brain more often. Jill knows more than most, through direct experience, just who we really are. She knows exactly how our brains function. Her work and her delightful ability to relay her experience is helpful to all of us.
David Icke is urging us to ask,’what is reality?’ He feels that understanding the nature of reality will help us wake up. He also says we need to observe this world from the point of the observer, which is what Krishnamurti used to say. David explains it this way: our five senses pick up the vibrational information within the field of consciousness, decoding it into electrical signals which feed into the brain which then transmits the information into this construct we perceive as 3D reality. Out there - in what science calls the emptiness of space – is a massive vibrational field and the mind decodes this into a seemingly solid reality, yet the only place this world exists is inside our heads. The projection is done deep within us. Both the observed and the experiencer can be found in the program of the conscious mind. It constructs a virtual reality, which allows us - as consciousness - to connect with the world. David feels there is nothing wrong with this if it serves our experience, so long as we understand how the system works. We live in a biological computer so there is a good chance that we have become tangled up in The Mind causing us to believe that this construct is real and not just our experience, so David suggests we need to identify who we are and acknowledge that this is just an experience.
His interview is here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y4UyEUldOLQ&feature=relmfu
I fully sympathise with David Icke’s assertion that Consciousness does not do ‘mind stuff’ such as hierarchies, religions, angels, new-age rhetoric, other dimensions and a host of belief systems that prevent us from waking up. This limitation comes from The Mind. Consciousness just IS. Consciousness is silence! Its the force without a name! The prime reality is vibrational and it is both around and through us.
Recently, while listening to Anthony Peake speaking about Consciousness, my ‘bird’ experience in that summer twilight made even more sense. In addition to space Peake was suggesting that because every electron knows the location of every other electron, perhaps they are all actually be part of one great whole within the framework of matter. If we take this idea that reality is a series of flat 2D pictures that our brain decodes into a 3D world, then of course every electron will be connected to every other electron! After all, this fantastic ‘virtual world’ we live in is an amazing program, so of course everything is connected.
In his lecture about consciousness Anthony Peake began looking at the question of how we use our senses. He explained that when we look out a window and see a tree, the actual image we are seeing is very badly distorted. I was right with him, excitedly following this stimulating conversation until I looked out my own window at the tree in the garden and knew that if I went out there and touched the trunk it would feel solid! Suddenly I was crashing down to earth. It’s like playing snakes and ladders, and I just landed on a snake.
“Trees are solid,” I muttered in despair.
So how can we accept this idea that we are constantly creating our reality when our senses tell us everything is solid? We can feel, hear, see, taste and smell the world around us. My excitement evaporated and I was back struggling with the observer is the observed. Then I remembered my ‘bird’ experience. Ninety nine percent of all matter is cosmic vibration so my solid hand touching the solid tree must be a frequency ‘thing’ created by this intricate mental program that is built into our brain. Just as David Icke said - a process controlling my body/ego consciousness, allowing me to function as if the illusion is real! So this scattering of vibrating atoms create the illusion of a solidity because their frequency is the same as our frequency. This may mean that space, density, light, time, and vibration exist on a certain bandwidth. 3D reality is created using a certain frequency. Of course normally we cannot know any of this because of how our physical body is being constantly created (perhaps that should read, suggested) but if we begin to blur the boundary between what we think is ‘real’ and what might be imagined, as Dr Richard Bartlett of Matrix Energetics suggests – then we begin to shut down the left brain, and logic itself becomes blurred.
Many psychically orientated people are aware of a host of dimensions. People like John Lilley, Graham Hancock, Don Juan and thousands of others have used certain drugs to alter the brain’s chemical structure, opening up a vista of realities most people are unaware of. Sargent Clifford Stone talks about this reality being held within a certain time frame. He suggests it is wise for us to simply live in this continuous reality. He talks about a natural barrier between this world and other probable realities, and is certain that various entities inhabit the many dimensions that exist along side ours. Seems chemical alterations to the mind allow humans to experience other time frames – other realities where people, events and experiences are equally as solid as our own illusion here. Trouble is, examining the results of ingesting substances like DMT, LSD, Ayahuasca, Peyote raises more questions than answers.
On the other hand, if we look at some of the amazing experiences created by Shamans, and the Yogis of India our perception changes again. I’ll quote from the ‘Autobiography of a Yogi’ - page 330 - where Yogananda is relating a story about the great Yogi, Trailanga. Quote: Great saints who have awakened from the cosmic mayic dream and have realised this world as an idea in the Divine Mind, can do what they wish with the body, knowing it to be only a manipulatable form of condensed or frozen energy….end quote. Robert Scheinfeld, author of ‘Busting Loose From The Money Game’ suggests that everything we observe and experience is a holographic projection played out on the screen of our earthly existence. There are so many people from varying walks of life suggesting that this reality we know as solid and three dimensional, is an illusion, so at this point it might be wise to mention a hypothesis being tossed around by many scientists.
They cite the discovery of millions of tiny tubular proteins in our brain that give off light. These ‘microtubules’ send out photons of light causing quantum-like interference patterns. Science seems to think this photon stream might create a holographic image of the world.
Anthony Peake suggests that our illusion of reality might be created this way, in this type of holographic brain function. Quantum mechanics asserts that everything at the quantum level pops in and out of existence. John Wren Lewis - who had an strange near death experience - actually experienced this. In an article called the ‘Dazzling Dark’ he says he has seen how the power of creation constantly creates us - now and now and now! He says we continually pulse on and off. Seth (from the Jane Roberts books) says the same thing. All matter pulses on and off. David Wilcock suggests that particles are popping in and out of reality because time is not linear. Richard Bartlett of Matrix Energetics is saying that when we collapse the wave, we are actually collapsing our reality by allowing the mind to momentarily let go of it’s need for space/time.
Recently, in a dream, ‘They’ were trying to demonstrate how the two interlocking states, space and time, help project this illusionary 3rd dimension. In the dream I had a box in each hand – almost like an accordion - and I was pushing in and out. It felt a little like breathing. One box was 3d space, the other 3d time, and as I pushed one in, the other was pulled out. This seemed to be describing how reality was formed; but the dream was saying much more, because this breathing movement also reflected yin and yang; the flow that keeps us alive; the movement of particles popping in and out of this reality. In fact the dream was highlighting the fact that a dual operation is needed in our world of illusion. Duality is part of this game. There has to be good to have bad, light is needed in order to understand darkness, day is separated by night. This function of separation, of the two halves making a whole is part of this program of illusory creation.
Seems that to make the leap into a full understanding of how we operate ’something’ has to give. Do we have to let go of this deep subconscious programming that has led us to believe we are functioning as physical human beings within a solid, predicable world, or can we look towards the wise men, saints and yogis who seem quite at ease with the idea that we exist within the mind of some mighty Cosmic being? Many religious scriptures speak in a similar vein but of course most of the high priests of these religions have hidden the real message because there is money and power to be found in such dogma.
David Icke suggests the ‘experience’ is what this existence is all about; we live through a series of experiences which contribute to the collective consciousness. I guess as long as we keep this in mind and try not to get emotionally tangled in the experience we will live a type of peaceful freedom. Of course this is much easier to say than to do because there is so much emotional pain and upheaval connected to being human. Having said that… I am starting to realise that my experiences have come about because of who I am. Indeed if I survey my past, the pattern of who I really am is staring me in the face. In a way this is how I have created my reality. If I was someone else I would have had a different set of experiences. It’s laughable it’s so simple. This is the observer being the observed. Are we our experience because of who we are or perhaps who we are creates our life experience?
But then if I think of my body as a particle/wave construct, and let go of that image, even for a brief time, is there is a chance of renewing or healing my body? After all, the physical mind/body complex is an illusionary product of the program that is running us. I guess I am pondering the idea of spontaneous healing. The mind holds a ‘programmed construct’ of the body! It’s how we remain in this reality. It remembers the shape, the form, the entire material structure, complete with DNA, vitality, illness, genetic memory, strengths, weaknesses, emotions – a bunch of chemical/electrical processes that seem to create us. If there was a way of altering the old program with an updated, more healthy program then we would have a new body image; keeping in mind that the body really does not exist. Many, many people have had spontaneous healings, so there must be some mechanism that can be tinkered with to bring about physical renewal. Perhaps by using this amazing process called imagination could we begin to renew our bodies? Perhaps imagination is part of the mind’s ability to create a 3D image? If so then it is obvious that imagination is an important key to awakening humanity.
My flimsy understanding of this process is grinding towards some type realisation, albeit extremely vague. Obviously many people have a totally different understanding of consciousness, and I honour that. I also understand how perception drives the fluidity of human understanding causing truth and reality to sometimes appear as smoke and mirrors.

MAY 2012

When my mind opened the other night I ’saw’ the programmer, and for a few astounding seconds the smoke cleared from the mirror. It is one of my most sacred experiences, yet there are no words that can describe the feeling that flooded my heart at that moment.
This then has allowed me to step outside my normal awareness and literally ’see’ the world around me as a flat 2D picture, meaning I am able to feel into the mechanism that causes me to transcribe this virtual world into 3 dimensions, which in a way has taken away my reverence for the planet. I used to stand on the beach, look out across the water to the curving horizon and be overwhelmed by the size and the beauty of the earth, but sadly now I look out and see a flat scene. I can still marvel at the magnificence of the design, and pay homage to the designer but I can no longer be in awe of what I see.
My perception of existence has changed in a subtle way, though it is still a work in progress and I am dumbfounded when I allow myself to explore this new view of reality. I feel like I am half way through - like when one is trying to climb through a broken wooden fence with one foot on either side, but stuck in the middle.
Back when I first became aware of being programmed I had vague thoughts of some alien force doing this to us. I didn’t really know what was happening I just knew I was under some type of control. I realised we lived in a type of dream and I began to see it as some huge ‘mind’ overseeing all of humanity; inserting social structures, controlling the DNA linked to family history, boring deeply into the fractal fabric of this world without end, but I still could not encompass the enormity of what I was dealing Then I realised just how powerful my own controlling ego was, and spent time exploring whether this might be the software that gave me conscious awareness. Then I stared to suspect that my ego was the thing being controlled. Perhaps it was a type of junction box, or switchboard, receiving directions and passing them on; so I began to see the ego as only part of the mechanism, but I still had no idea what how, what or who this program was. with so I went through moments of complete despair, coupled with sudden elation as a new piece of the puzzle fell into place.
At this point I was reminded (by re-reading Michael Newton’s books) that between lives we go back to our soul group and jointly plan our next trip into this hologram. This gave me a glimmer of what the so called program is actually offering us. I have no doubt that it is as many of Dr Newton’s patients describe, that after the body dies we - as entities - leave this dream and go home. This is where we examine the details of our experiences and some of us plan our next sojourn into the illusion. I have actually already used this idea of a life-plan in my books.
But lets keep using the computer as metaphor (even though the enormity, complexity, and perfection of this program is nothing like our humble computers) So, as souls we give a partial amount of energy to the section of us - our earth identity - that will again enter this virtual world and live the experiences that have been designed at the soul-group level. I see this illusionary dimension as a school that has been set up to allow us to learn through a series of events spread out over a certain period of earth-time, keeping in mind that outside this holographic world there is no such thing as time - so this school of experience just is.
So as souls we agree to a certain experience and this ‘plan’ or life design is written as a special software package which we bring with us (or is placed in us) as we enter as babies. I know this is too simplistic, but I’m working in pictures and symbols because I really cannot explain any other way. Indeed I seem to be relaying this information as if matter is solid where in fact everything is energy. Even the 3D hologram is energy. It’s all just energy! It’s quite frustrating because I’m using my lift-brain rationale and everything I have tried to convey is incorrect yet how else can I put it onto paper? I remember when I looked up and saw’ that the bird moving through the sky was mostly space moving through space! That too was beyond my ability to convey. We are energy. We are exist as part of a field of vibrating wavelengths. We are mostly space. Even the atoms are mostly space. This is all part of the illusion. We are energy believing we are solid matter.
I am just being reminded by my ‘inner voice’ that a huge part of this so-called software package is engineered around choice. Choice when we designed the life-plan, and constant choice as we live our holographic lives. It is choice that introduces the impetus to act; it’s partly involved when we choose a relationship, a career; or a certain path at a crossroad. Often our choice is wrong, but this reflects who we are. So these constant choices -right or wrong - can clue us into why we are here.
This is how I perceive our experience in this virtual reality but it’s only my version of how it works, others will ’see’ life differently for everybody has a unique view – this makes up the pattern of our human consciousness.

When my mind opened the other night and I ’saw’ that my higher self was the programmer I was overcome with such adoration…its beyond words! But even now just a few days later I realise that my soul is not some puppet master, controlling me via a software package! No! A thousand times no! It’s not like that! It is much more pure and sacred. Each time I think of my higher self now I am so moved I want to cry. This whole experience - being here in this hologram is such a privilege! So wondrous! I cannot articulate the passion I am feeling when I say this. We are so lucky to be in this dream!
Before I end I must refer to the experience that Lester Levenson had: After 3 months of intense introspection, suddenly, in his words,’The power fell upon me.’ So as he worked through his life-plan and managed to bring about a beautiful balance Lester was vibrating at a level that allowed his complete higher self to enter this virtual world of matter. His soul entered his being at this level of consciousness. From all the information coming through it would seem that many many more people will lift themselves to a level where they will be able to fully integrate with the sacred wonder of their Soul.

Lyn Willmott
Feb 2011
lyn.willmott@ gmail.com
www.lynwillmott.com.au

Each time I read such a warning my intuition spikes and I have urgent feelings about these changes. My instinct tells me that there is an incoming cosmic electromagnetic wave(s) moving through the Milky Way Galaxy toward our solar system, and will - as these waves roll through this centre - alter the frequencies that sustain life here on this planet. These vibrating energy waves will effect our physical bodies, will alter consciousness by impacting the brain’s wiring, and will automatically begin to change our perception of reality. Time will alter, the structure of human consciousness will develop further,and our awareness of who we really are will expand.

I suspect that the fore-runners of this massive change - small vibrating waves - have reached this solar system already, hence the changes our scientists are seeing on all the planets in the solar system - ours included. These changes could well be effecting some sensitive people. The mental instability being reported now by most western medical centres indicates a strange impact on some nervous systems, also dire effects on the wiring of the brain for some, while others are experiencing bursts of deep understanding of hereto unknown knowledge. These effects could well be the results of changes in the frequency bandwidth of both the earth and those living on this planet as the massive cosmic waves begin to stream through this area of the cosmos.

Having already experienced such an electrical surge myself through a series of brain storms over many months, I know how threatening this will be for many people. Each time a charge ran through me I was physically overwhelmed by fear, before collapsing under the stress of wave after wave of energy that pounded in my head, effecting all my senses shaking me to my chore,and making me both dizzy and nauseous. It never lasted for more than a few minutes and always ended with me bursting into deep aching sobs which seemed to clear away the aftermath. Through these attacks I suffered what some would call a breakdown, although in truth it was a breakthrough because I found the ability to develop a much wider, more exciting reality. My awareness expanded and I began to get a smattering of the reality of the Divine.

I wont minimise this upheaval, it was a brutal change, one I barely survived and if it is anything like the forerunner to what I suspect is about to descend upon our planet, then humanity is in for the ride of its life. Many people will not survive, but for those who do, a wondrous new reality will open up for them, and the changes to society that have been predicted will start to take place.

Having listened to others explaining how we move through millions of alternate dimensions each day, it would seem that each reality is a single, still, picture, almost like the single frame of a movie. As this Master was explaining, I remembered once, years ago, seeing an image that had a powerful impact. It was in the opening of a Superman film where they showed a flat, elongated picture of some faces that simply spun off the screen in one rapid movement. At the time something in me jerked to attention. It seemed familiar in some weird way;  now as I visualise these still frames of reality and how it is structured, I understand why that superman screen image was so important.

So lets examine this idea of reality as an illusion, or the idea that we create our own reality. Suppose that you - that part known as a higher part of the self - projects your energy through a certain sequence of flat, still, images into the mind of the ‘little self’. I know this is hard to visualise but you would be creating a seperate reality! If there are billions of these static images, as many people indicate, all vibrating at a certain frequency with the consciousness of your higher consciousness projecting light through these images then you could be creating your own reality….perhaps!

But why would you do this?

Here I have to introduce the concept of a life-plan. Many, many people over the years have referred to a form of blue-print for their lives that they feel they created before incarnating. I have no reason to doubt the validity of these claims as they cannot be proved or disproved, and I have a ‘gut’ feeling that there might be a profound truth here. The idea is that we have an over-arching life-plan but whether we follow this plan is always a choice. We all have free will!

Does little ’self’ have any choice in this as the life unfolds or does the Higher Self dictate all the choices?

I must interrupt myself to suggest that the ’self’  living the life on this planet may contribute what is being learned through experience, to a higher level of consciousness These 2 aspects of the one entity may work in tandem, although for most of us - at this 3D level - do not seem to have any knowledge of this magnificent connection so we bump through life, rebounding from one experience to another, making decisions that often appear to be the wrong choice.

So although this scenario seems to reduce our life on this planet to one of a puppet on a string, it could be that the actual life-plan has been programmed into our sub conscious at birth or in utero and the identity living the life here is programmed to have the experiences needed to match the the life-plan. If this was the case then the higher state of consciousness could simply keep projecting images that create the right experiences.

So that is one theory, but I suspect the actual processes of life, reality and experience are much more complicated.  I have read elsewhere about something called ‘probabilities’ where every experience or choice in life is completed. Imagine that tangle!  What a film it would make!

I used to be a victim of a mind-set that was always warning me of what terrible things could be causing this pain. In the past 6 weeks - since listening to Sonia Barrett talking on Red Ice Radio about the software program that runs us, I have started to clear away heaps of shit in an effort to get at this basic programming.Suddenly I was able to clearly hear these sad little voices that keep telling me about the dreadful things that might happen. To demonstrate this craziness: my eyes were driving me crazy because they were constantly brimming over with water and I could not see - even while driving! I had gone to my local GP who gave me the wrong drops, causing even more problems, so in fear I went to the best place I could think of - an eye and ear hospital, but here one has to sit and wait for hours. I was there from 1pm till 9pm waiting, waiting, waiting; in pain with brimming eyes and fear of going blind. Meaning that I was a complete wreck by the time they saw me….they gave me more drops and made an outpatients appointment for three weeks time….so for the next week I suffered these blurred eyes, getting more and more concerned but not yet able to really understand what I was doing to myself. So a week ago I went to Emergency at my local hospital. Within a short time a kind and gentle doctor examined my eyes carefully asking all the right questions and actually listening to what I had to say (amazing) and after awhile he just looked at me and said quietly. “I can see nothing wrong with your eyes so I am sorry I can’t help you.” I was staggered. I mopped up my running eyes and asked for something that would stop it but he just said “I can’t give you anything because I can’t see anything wrong.”

So I left crying, (more tears) wondering what the hell I was going to do, but by the next morning my eyes had stopped running. All day I waited for it all to start up again, and this is when I first heard myself…heard the warnings, and the doubt, and the expectation that it would all start up again soon. All these voices were telling me to expect the worst, to be prepared, to be ready.

So I began writing in my diary, and as I wrote saw how fragmented I was, and how this inner voice - the sub conscious programming - was a form of protection that has been happening to me since I was a tiny child; always warning me; always expecting the worse; always keeping me in fear so I would be ready to act to save myself.

Sems that wonderful doctor had the authority to shut my sub conscious (voices) down. His authority released my poor body from having to obey what the sub conscious was telling it to do - to keep the eyes running in case I had a brain tumour or something.(My Dad died of a brain tumour so you can see why the voices would be so agitated about the eyes.)

The power laying in our sub conscious mind is overwhelming. It has 80% to 90% control over our waking lives.

Anyway I am now so aware of these various warnings and suggestions that I almost laugh when I hear them!.
Then I read Lester Levenson’s story! Wow! Has that made an impact. I guess because I am now in discovery mode, I am laying open so much stuff!…… seeing the extent of this core programming that we all have to deal with.

Within us is this formula - the Newtonian clock-work universe. I see it as a Morphic Field that has gained so much strength over the centuries which means the Morphic Field laying out the science for a quantum universe will probably take some time before it can replace Newton’s mechanical universe model. Meanwhile we all have this mechanical model programmed into our core software and we will have to do something about it if we are going to move past this rigid contrivance that we have been taught to live within. That’s what my being able to hear these sub conscious voices has done for me. I have over-ridden so much ’stuff’. It’s my understanding that this is what Lester did. he went through his life and replaced all the pain with love.

For the past month I have been humming along, writing stuff, discovering more stuff, and really coming to terms with the various parts of myself that have been sabotaging my life, then the night before last I came to a full stop because I didn’t know what my next move was going to be. At the same time I knew that although I am now in touch with the way I operate, I still am fragmented and if I turn away from what I have found now - if I give up because it is so confusing, or too hard, or maybe it’s unreal and I’m crazy - all stuff my subconscious is feeding me, the same old existence will reinstate itself and nothing will have changed. But the trouble was, I was not sure what to do next. I had laid bare these controlling sub conscious fragments, but how to deal with them so they would cease to dictate my life. I started to worry, and felt the first shimmering of depression starting up. How could I have come so far, yet not have a solution?

After a few hours of this agitated mental ping-pong, where my mind was trying to solve the problem, I went back to Lester’s writing, and immediate ’saw” that he had used Love. Straight away I knew if I could send love to all these fragmented parts of myself they would merge into a unified Whole.

So that’s what I am doing, and yesterday as I listened to a classical concert - a wonderful pianist playing Beethoven, not only did I have a fleeting feeling that I was unified with the pianist - that we were one, but I felt the wonder and the brilliant power of Beethoven; felt it for the first time even though I have admired and loved his music all my life. Suddenly I ‘felt’ him. Words can’t explain, but for a few seconds I knew that we were all one, that I was part of him - part of such brilliance….and the words that I have heard so often lately - that we are magnificent beings - came to mind. We are magnificent and we are all One. Trouble is it was only momentary. I think I have to love myself much more before any miracle occurs.

Which that brings me to my next point. In the past when I have heard that one must love oneself I thought it was sort of an mind thing - but its not. It is an actual physical thing. Love comes from the heart, but it is an energy. A live, actual energy, and we are able to grasp this energy with our imagination and send it to parts of ourselves. That’s what loving oneself is all about. It’s not an ego thing, it’s a practical use of a healing energy that we can all use at any time.

I think it is helpful to be physically alone to do this work, but we are not alone - how can we be, when we are all part of the same wholeness? I haven’t really been in touch with any angels or guides, but I know some people use them. I am very aware of my higher self - and who knows, these intelligences all might be part of the one over-arching help system? I really do not know how the Universe works - I just know we are not alone, and as we come into this 3dimension world of separation, in our initial subconscious (or software) the idea of separation is a key part of the program. It has to be if we are going to learn anything during in this life. I also think that factored into this initial software the actual PLAN that we devised before we arrived here, is also programmed in, and can be accessed. Indeed we can access most of this basic software, I don’t think there is any need to shift it. Loving it is the solution. I think the loving is the ‘control/alt/delete key’ that removes the blockages and allows us to experience what Lester experienced. Unity with the Whole and a recognition that we are all part of the Source. So designed into our basic software are three vital operating programs: 1. The Plan; 2. The Separation ; 3. The Limitation. All this stuff is built - possibly before we are born - then we get to add all those experiences we live through during our first years on the planet - usually with people we are meant to interact with, so you know there are going to be more trials and difficulties plugged into our programming. Once we reach puberty and for the rest of our existence in this dense limiting environment most of us try to deal with this subconscious driver in order to take back control and override the initial program. That’s the game!

As these two dimensions interpenetrate consciousness, the idea of ’seeing’ the future, or experiencing a time-slip where one is suddenly in the past, begins to make sense. One hears of these seemingly bizarre events, when someone ‘knows’ of a pending disaster, or a person is momentarily transported somewhere else in time. If the link between these two dimensions is so close, then the more sensitive person - the one whose frequency range seems broader than most allowing their rhythm to vibrate at higher level - is capable of tuning into the space/time dimension. It is not magic, or mystical, it is an ability that can be developed.

David Wilcock likens this inter-dimensional penetration of energy to the’ mental body’ that many Occultists refer to. I personally have never been able to separate the subtleties of an emotional body, a mental body and an etheric body, but the idea that we do have an external body of energy cannot be denied. It’s been photographed, felt and seen by millions all over the world, so it is a physical reality and if this other dimension is part of our energy structure, then a whole new world opens up.

It has been claimed by a few whistle blowers that the scientific/military complex has known about this for many years. The physics of quantum science is far beyond what most people can cope with. We believe we live in a solid material reality, but as soon as we begin to investigate the quantum world we know this is not true. Science has been telling us this for generations, but most people have not been able to hear because these ideas do not fit into their belief system. This is now beginning to change. More and more of us are starting to experience a multi-layered universe, meaning we can begin to use our knowledge, and expand our understanding of the world. Apparently at the highest levels of science there are those who have already discovered how to physically move from one dimension to another, and although I have been discussing this from and energy/consciousness viewpoint, as soon as the geometry of vibration is understood, reality as we know it now becomes transparent, and it is possible that this code has already been cracked.

The idea of being able to envisage an external energy feeding into our mental/intuitive processes is full of possibilities. Many of us are attempting to change our life experience, draw abundance into our lives, work on our attitudes and alter our beliefs. Knowing that we do have a connection to such a powerful dimension can be of enormous help. Wallace Wattle in his free ebook “The Science of Getting Rich” tells us to press into the Universal Substance our image of the life-change we choose to manifest. Knowing we have this influx of energy must surely be of help, even if it just helps our imaginative process.

The heart is the access point. Tap into LOVE through your heart.

To do this, sit quietly, relax and breathe deeply. When you are relaxed begin to imagine a person you have deep feelings for. Bring the image of this peron into your mind. Feel the life of this person, feel the love you have for this person, and allow this feeling to expand and grow as you sit quietly. Gradually this warm, joyous feeling will fill your body, fill your mind, and most importantly, fill your heart. By this simple act your have opened your heart. You have allowed the energy of LOVE to flood your being. 

Another method is to sit quitly, relax and breathe deeply. Now gently begin to imagine you are breathing through the centre of your chest. Perhaps you could place an imaginary nose in the centre of your chest so that you begin to breathe in from this point. This simply mediatation will trigger a mechanism that will begin to open your heart.

Another method that can be used in conjunction with the two already mentioned is to sit queitly listening to music. Classical music - perhaps Mozart - is especially benificial, but any music that your love will do. Listen intently and pretend that you have an ear in the centre of your chest so you can listen to the sounds this way. Now bring your attention back to breathing through your chest and gently allow the notes to vibrate at various points in your body. Simple piano pieces are wonderful for this exercise. Begin to concentrate on the sounds as you are breathing through your chest. Allow the feelings of joy that arises from this beautiful music to fill your entire being, and know that you are opening your heart.

Use all three methods over and over until your can automatically open your heart and allow the energy of LOVE to wash through you at any time, in any situation.

Like so many others, I have been absorbing massive amounts of data alluding to how compassion changes the electromagnetic field of the heart; how appreciation opens doorways to change; how intention alters one’s vibrational field, and although I have received deep insights into how I function, I have yet to report any lasting change to my personality or to my situation. Nevertheless I am absolutely sure we can consciously bring about change.

The various scientific disciplines have established that we:

• Constantly create our reality 
• Matter has awareness.
• We live within a field of information
• Memory resides within this field that surrounds us.
• At a quantum level the physical body is made up of light and information.    
• Each thought causes an electrical current in the brain releasing chemicals that mirror and respond to the feeling/s driving that thought.
• 95% of the time our brain activity is the end product of our beliefs, habits and automatic programs - looping continuously in our subconscious.
• The infinite nature of fractal geometry is a clue to the nature of reality.
• Frequency (sound) creates matter in the form of sacred geometric patterns. The higher the frequency the more complex the pattern.
• This life we lead here on Earth is secondary to  our existence within the interdimensional realm of Consciousness.
• And this piece of the puzzle comes from my own experience of The All Pervading Intelligence. We are surrounded by an intelligent awareness that some are calling zero point field. This is the intelligence that we exist inside and that vibrates within us.

 At the cutting edge of science all this information is now available to anyone who wants to use it, and it’s ironic that over the last fifty years western science has reached conclusions which are almost identical to the knowledge found in the ancient philosophies of the East. The fact that these two views of reality are beginning to overlap is like a sacred key fitting into a lost keyhole; this is a pivotal moment in human existence. It seems this overlaying of knowledge from two completely different cultures is like a celestial gong summoning us to prepare for the next momentous development in human evolution on earth. With such a melding of knowledge it is clear that our understanding of who we are and how we fit into this 3rd dimensional world is beginning to lift to a new level. Many people now realise that our existence here on this planet is only part of our story - the main theme of each of life is to be found outside this 3rd dimensional vibration, existing within pure consciousness. It would seem that our life here on Earth is like a kindergarten where we learn, grow and expand. The so called Afterlife, is where we really live.

 But going back to my original statement about receiving insights that are of themselves thought provoking but not life changing, I have to admit that six months ago I was claiming that because our beliefs create our reality, who we believe we are will determine the life we live, and as soon as we experience ourselves in a new way, we create new beliefs and our lives will change. 

Great theory….but I was way off!

Maybe some people actually do bring about change as they reprogram their belief patterns, but personally I have experienced only snippits of perminent change. I admit that my periods of depression are much shorter now and I do seem to have a modicum of control, but while the state lasts my depth of despair is still overwhelming. Financially nothing has improved and physically I am still dealing with pain. Nevertheless I ‘feel’ at a gut level that miracles are really not miracles they are part of the human experience and can be had by all of us once we fit the miracle key into the miracle lock.

 To that end let me quote from Bruce Lipton’s writing:

 While almost all attention has been placed on the psychiatric characteristics of persons affected with multiple personalities, there are also some surprising physiological consequences that accompany ego change. Each of the alternate personalities has a unique electroencephalogram (EEG) profile, which is a biomarker equivalent to a neurological fingerprint. Simply put, each individual persona comes with its own unique brain programming. Incredible as that may seem, many persons with multiple personalities change eye color in the short interval it takes to transition from one ego to the next. Some have scars in one personality that inexplicably disappear as another personality emerges. Many exhibit allergies and sensitivities in one personality but not in another. (unquote)

 I suspect some of the answers to the riddle of ‘miracles’ are hidden in the processes that cause these instant transformations in perople suffering from multiple persoanlities.

Another clue comes from the way science has reported that a cloud of electrons - being everywhere at once around the nucleolus -when observed, collapsed into a normal, solid set of electrons revolving around the nucleolus. In other words the very act of observing created what science accepts as the normal, established view how elctrons behave. Is this a powerful act of the mind collapsed the wave of possibility? Krishnamurti always said that the observor is the observed, and now wer are getting very close to proving his axiom. If at the deepest level of the quantum world, matter is nothing more than clouds of electrons dotted amid an eternity of empty space, and we can affect this movement of matter then our programmed mind is a very powerful tool. But did the mental act of a scientific observation really cause the electron cloud to collapse into the pattern that Science expected, or is there another explaination? Did this electron cloud simply continue, untouched, unmoved, unimpeded by human observation? If this is so then immediately we have to consider the existence of two realities…..but remember, that is exactly where my questions are leading. Science itself  has announced that we create our own reality and because I believe miracles occur within this murky no-mans-land of proably realities, I feel this is an area of our world that needs to be examined without bias.

Somehow we need to reach inside and make contact with some part of ourselves that will firm up new beliefs so they bring about such transformations. But what is this mystical trigger? And which division of ‘me’ is the section of the persona that needs to be engaged?

Maybe my question is wrong? Maybe I should not be dividing myself into sections, maybe I should be asking about the trigger itself. Could this trigger be the imagry our imagination / visualisation creates. If we coupled this imagry with a state of mind that surpasses belief could we bring about transformation? And what about frquency? We know it can alter the structure of matter, so how do we induce such an internal alteration in our frequency? 

 So many unusual and amazing transformations have come about when a person experiences some type of life threatening trauma. Accidents can cause time to slow down for some people, life threatening incidents can cause an OBE (out of the body experienece) or near death experiences for others.  Horrific childhood traumas can cause new personalities to emerge within the one entity because this type  of anguish triggers a mechanism that creates a new personality to in order to protect or ‘save’ the core awareness living within the persona. Do these powerful (and often swift) altered states of mind influence our frequency in some way?

It is at this level of consciousness that I feel the answers to these so-called miracles lie, so I have been trying to interact with a deeper part of myself at this point of awareness….maybe visualise is a better description. It is at this interface - where the reality we create meets the waves and particles of the surrounding energy field - that some type of contact is made. So far I have not had much success and even as I write these words I know how clumsy my description seems. There is nothing in our language to describe the dancing, vibrating energy at this interface. I have been to this ‘edge’ many times. Its not a barrier, even though it is a crossover point, but a type of meshwork of thousands of pinpricks of light that weave a different pattern to the hard framework we believe is normal reality. It is here at this point that I always stop, dangling in the nebulous darkness of my own uncertainty, waiting for some type of energy - a change in vibration - to sweep me into another awareness. I am sure that it is my programmed fear that is preventing this interchange of energy, for although I know intellectually I am nothing more than light waves, information and particles, the programmed ‘me’ wants to remain in the seemingly solid reality of matter that I feel is  ‘normal’and therefore safe.

Lets examine this phenomena from another viewpoint. I’ll quote again, this time from the introduction to Richard Barlett’s book ‘The Physics of Miracles’.

            Quote:   When we change our consciousness around what is possible, rather than being limited by a reality construct dominated by what isn’t possible, we discover that we are actually able to employ quantum energies and principles in our day to day lives in unexpected, and fun - and miraculous - ways.    Unquote.

 So when I say I move my conscious awareness to the interfacing membrane of my physical awareness, at the boundary of my skin so to speak then begin to perceive something quite foreign to my everyday expectation, I feel this might be the point where anybody can begin to make contact with a much wider reality. During my life I have actually had these experiences but they have happened spontaneously. Now I am trying to find a method that can be used deliberately; that causes permanent changes to one’s reality.

Using hallucinogenics - even alcohol to some extent - can alter neural pathways in the brain but I am talking about something quite different, I am talking about introducing an element of human ability that is available to all of us, if we can just grasp how we function and what is actually available to be used. Human consciousness is far more expansive and rewarding than we have been taught. It is here, at this cutting edge of mankind’s awareness that we can begin to enhance our perception of what it is to be alive.

 Biologists such as Bruce Lipton and Rupert Sheldrake are investigating the mysteries of physicality. The findings of both men are well worth exploring because they are unlocking seemingly impenetrable ideas that sit within the formless suppositions of the quantum world.

Sheldrake has presented us with the concept of the morphic field, and it is very easy to ‘see’ groups of ideas, philosophies, various laws, popular ideologies, cultural habits of both our present day world and past civilisation as separate morphic fields. It would seem that when a new fad, ideology or craze takes on, a morphic field of mass consciousness develops. It’s obvious that such a new idea must reach a critical point before the power of the masses creates this new morphic field. So it would seem that Sheldrake’s morphic field concept enables us to begin to grasp why a certain collection of thoughts can dominate a culture and also why other very popular fashions die away as people abandon the idea - usually for something new. By using the concept of a morphic field we can begin to interact in a concrete way with what were once know as thought-forms, and which we can now accept as energy fields of concentrated information.  It is now excepted in some scientific quarters that matter has intelligent awareness, that each of us, as entities, are made up of bandwidths of vibration or frequencies, that our physicality consists of a mind overloaded with programmed beliefs, habits, attitudes and reactions and that since birth (even before) we have been creating these programs - perhaps in the form of our own personal morphic field.  Bruce Lipton suggests that our physical body is a device that we use to sense the world, so it follows that we - as entities - do not exist in our bodies. Eastern doctrine has known this for thousands of years. Our mind exists outside the normal field of matter, in the sphere of Consciousness. Contact with such universal information is always available.

Which brings me back to my experience at the skin of my material world, where my programmed perceptions interface with the flowing cloud of quantum flux. At this chaotic interchange I have begun to feel around for a morphic field that will support the suggestion that there is a way to harness our mental energy to create transformation. How does one take the rational mind out of the equation? How does one prevent the power of the mind from collapsing the wave of possibility? I think I am finding it difficult because of how rigid my programmed belief system is; still I already accept that somewhere in the structure of our identity, miracles can become normal events. Of this I am certain. I also know that a new concept can over-ride any accepted, normal beliefs. This is where a fluid, creative mind can reach in an change reality! My conceptual mind knows this but as yet I have not been able to climb out onto the limb of faith and allow it to happen- not yet. When I do, it will be reported here immediately. If you have any answers please get in touch.