trying to work it out

For 30 years I have been trying to move through the seemingly invisible veil  separating me from where I belong. This NEED has manifest as a type of research, so over the last thirty years I have read thousands of books, have checked out internet sites and UTube reports, and have had my own quite profound very realexperiences. Subjects such as life after death; out of body experiences;  instant and miraculous cures; psychic abilities; meditative practices; communication with animals; off planet contact, have shown me that realities beyond this so-called ‘normal’ world exist. 

My struggle to understand these other-worldly processes has forced me to accept that we are limited by the very structure of our day to day reality. Our awareness has been squashed into a tiny unit in order to function in this restricted programmed world. This means the act of change, healing, and transmutation needs to be scrutinized differently. We can’t simply observe our normality and conclude that this is the only way to live life. We aconstantly reflecting back on what others have set in place, which of course is the result of our childhood learning program. So this then is the illusion of reality that we are a part of. The frightening fact is that there are millions of these constructs and we move through them - through time - in the same way as a the frames of a film move through a projector, yet we have no idea of the illusion!

Trying to use our squashed, limited understanding to recogniseo amazing worlds beyond the veil is almost impossible because our porogrammed minds simply cannot compute what is beyond the limits of its data base. To accept and grasp the fullness of these events is only possible if we allow ourselves to expand beyond the barriers of left brain logic and open up to possibilities that we have been told are impossible  because they cannot be logically explained. The exciting knowledge that as people break free and begin to use another form of awareness - intuition - there are amazing events constantly taking place in all walks of life, over all parts of the planet.

For example take this quote, pulled from Bruce Lipton’s writing about people who have been labeled multiple personalities: Quote: While almost all attention has been placed on the psychiatric characteristics of persons affected with multiple personalities, there are also some surprising physiological consequences that accompany ego change. Each of the alternate personalities has a unique electroencephalogram (EEG) profile, which is a biomarker equivalent to a neurological fingerprint. Simply put, each individual persona comes with its own unique brain programming. Incredible as that may seem, many persons with multiple personalities change eye color in the short interval it takes to transition from one ego to the next. Some have scars in one personality that inexplicably disappear as another personality emerges. Many exhibit allergies and sensitivities in one personality but not in another…..unquote:

This phenomenon demonstrates how we have some type of protective ‘other’ which some have called a healing savant which occationally cuts in to prevent a psychological death. The horrific trauma inflicted on a child by a monsterous adult during the formation of its ego/personality can trigger the physical transformations Bruce Lipton mentioned. Just because this phenomena cannot be explained by science does not mean that there is not a process taking place that might seem quite acceptable if these scientific robots could allow their minds to acknowledge that somethingbeyond their text books is happening. It certainly shows that the human psyche possesses amazing faculties. It also shows the fluid nature of consciousness; how it is able to move past the gateway of our rigid perceptions when the fear is great enough. It is during this timeof terror that often other aspects of consciousness enter to support and protect these tortured children.

As fear builds beyond endurance it can break down the resistance caused by our programmed egos allowing new forms of life to enter. My own experiences (recorded elsewhere in this site) demonstrate how contact with so-called miraculous entities and events was greatest when I was overwhelmed by fear. There are millions of reports of such miraculous happenings taking place as accidents are about to occur. It has also been reported that when physical stress is so great, the person under threat seems to be able to slow time. Does our rational, scientific model explain how time alters or frequencies change during stress? How the ego gets pushed aside under extreme duress? Or even how our perception of reality seems affected when facing annihilation? No! Mainstream society gives no explanation, indeed conventional understanding as displayed in newspapers, magazines, or television, refuses to examine such phenomenon. Again and again when it becomes the reality of a traumatized participant it is no spoken about publically. Indeed many people are too afraid to speak about their experiences in case they are considered crazy. Such is the power of our programming.

We really do need to become aware of our limitations.

So what about the vibrational frequency range of physical matter? Is this what we are examining? From the time we arrive on this planet we are molded by a set of frequencies. Ancient wisdom from tribes all over the world have always known that the power of our conscious attention can alter these vibrations. Right now western knowledge is catching up, injecting a little science into the equation. Many people are beginning to understand how our moods and our feelings can alter our vibrations. New understanding is exploding into Consciousness allowing us to ’see’ that matter is not solid, that it can be changed by the vibration of thought. Some of the guidance now coming onto the planet is alerting us the fact that whatever we are giving our attention to becomes a vibration on another level of consciousness. That this manifestation cannot become real for us until we have been able to change our attitude, condition or situation allowing the new vibration to create the change we desire.  A few emerging leaders of this new understanding speak of the multi-planes or dimensions in which we exist. They explain that our consciousness does not go anywhere when we endure a traumatic experience - even death. It simply switches its vibration to a new set of frequencies. This is what happens at the moment of death… seems we don’t disappear into the heavens above, we simply occupy the same space but exist on a different frequency range.

Although there has already been much written about continuing contact with loved ones after death, I feel I do need to focus attention on an important book: “Induced After Death Communication” by Allan Botkin & Craig Hogan. These doctors speak about how they used the process ‘EMDR’ - which is eye movements similar to REM sleep – to help induce contact with those who have moved on from this reality. Reading this book and also listening to a Coast to Coast radio broadcast on UTube with Craig Hogan, helped me understand how incarnation on this planet is simply one experience within the framework of Consciousness. In this ‘little’ life, we live, love, learn and grow but it would seem from the detailed personal experiences of many patients what we call the Afterlife is actually another form of existence – even more real, they say, than the one we are experiencing right now.  Seems this third dimension is like a kindergarten, we are learning how to come alive and merge with Source energy.

Such a realisation can change one’s total outlook on life. No longer need we be in awe of those who can communicate with the other side. According to people who have used EMDR seems that we all have this skill, especially when we realise that our mind is part of the Collective Consciousness. This field of awareness exists simultaneously here and in many other places beyond the reach of physical time. We need to let go of what we understand as solid reality. It is only one aspect of our creation.

Other knowledge is alerting us to the cosmic energies now flooding this dimension. It means our change, our ability to let go of old constructs, our understanding of human vibration and transformation is being aided by a powerful stimuli. These new frequencies are flooding mankind’s consciousness, helping to increase our frequency range, aiding the collective mind and giving many of us a clearer understanding of where we fit in the scheme of things.

This then is the type of alteration that will help us transform our energy levels. It may even alter the physical electro/chemical structure.  Up until now the external power structure driving society, plus the individual restraint the programmed ego has on our earth-centred physicality, has played a big part in confining us to a reality we believe is natural. It has been this way for centuries. No change has been allowed to interrupt normality, meaning what is programmed into our culture is very solid. But in the near future the collective consciousness of mankind will stir.  The powerful resistance to change, created by those who are stuck in their programming will  be equalled by the acceptance of change felt by others who are allowing new energies to flood their consciousness. Such an evolutionary struggle is standard in this reality, has been happening for millions of years, but this time we are consciously aware and are playing a key role in our own evolution of consciousness.

This is our time! Unconditional love, integrity, self awareness, and community are the key elements to this present evolution of consciousness. The squashed down, limited awareness of our old behaviours are being re-wired by waves of incoming cosmic energies. Right now the culture that will eventually transform humanity is in its infancy, but as Ian Xel Lungold said, the coming resistance will create enough heat to cause a meltdown of society. His advice is not to be a part of this ugly struggle. To stay back and just allow the new to evolve – as it must. 

The present oil spill in the Gulf of Mexico is a forerunner to the changes about to occur. This terrible event heralds the need to approach our life on this planet in a new way. The old power structures are being dismantled, the suffering is great, but like all birth pangs, the agony will soon pass as new life comes into being.